Leaked photos from a Chinese morgue show the autopsy of a brutally murdered woman. Her attacker stabbed her multiple times and slit her throat. The wounds on her hands indicate that the victim was actively trying to defend herself.

No idea if the first image is a repost, but also, more photos:

Can you spot the differences between now and the last post pictured above? Also, if you haven't read that one, make sure you do! It explains how the map works.

In the last month, we added:

• @Jandice to the team

• Even more irrefutable proof that Trinidad and Tobago is statistically the biggest shithole on Earth

• A fuckton of USA videos. I'd like to highlight that southern California has exactly 42 police bodycams now

• "DIS IS A SERIOS PROBLEM"

• Halal heart attacks

• An ISIS execution (a rather fine one, no less)

• A couple more Russian dashcams, because we thought there just wasn't enough of them yet

• Latin American CCTV hitman video #590230 (a true classic!)

• Even more asians getting rekt by a myriad of vehicles

• And some other random videos all over the place

Come check it out! https://u.osmfr.org/m/1027433/

0. Purpose of guide

I'm making this guide because I've noticed a lot of people being dumb and sharing personal information, then getting scared they might get doxxed. This creates all kinds of stress and drama. It might even worsen your life. The sooner you learn to keep yourself safe on the internet the better.

1. Fuck social media

Social media is the bane of the internet, period. It encourages you to put your life on display for the world to see, and it's a gigantic waste of time. At least sites like here and Reddit allow you to hold a proper conversation which if you're smart you'll use to learn and grow by asking questions and debating with people. You can't effectively do that on social media like Twitter or Facebook. But there's also nothing wrong with having fun. Social media's original purpose was to make it easier to connect with long distance friends and family. If you want to use social media you should keep it exclusively to that; don't share it with random strangers on the internet. Ever. That's how you dox yourself.

2. Compartmentalize your internet life

This means you want to have different usernames and different emails for each section of the internet. For example keep your social media life strictly separate from the rest of your internet life. Use a different username and email. Like I've got several different emails and each one is associate with a different username which is associated with different sections of my internet life. To demonstrate, I have my mainstream presence which is prim and proper, and my "other" presence which you see here and on other free speech sites.

My mainstream presence is where I'm not controversial and I don't generally talk about things that upset people. My extremely limited social media presence is combined with this, but if you want a larger social media presence ideally you would keep it separate but you don't have to, so long as you follow rule 3 that's next.

My "other" presence is where I'm far more controversial, where I can discuss my true feelings and express my true nature, on sites like here. This absolutely must be kept entirely separate from all other internet lives. This is the mistake some of you make and it keeps biting you in the ass.

And you should also have a false, throwaway presence mainly for use on sites where you aren't sure about their legitimacy and if things go awry you don't mess up your important presences. Mainly this is an email, so that if the site is untrustworthy and sells your information you aren't bombarded with spam on the accounts you do care about, and if it gets doxxed it can't be traced to anything you care about it either.

Never use more than one presence on the same site, it's an excellent way to dox yourself and the two presences linked together. Just don't do it.

3. Never reveal your personal information anywhere, for any reason

Exceptions of course for things like your bank, job, and places of business where you make purchases. Instead I'm referring to places like here, Reddit, Twitter, and so on. Only the people in real life need to know your real name, not strangers on the internet. This includes your social media presence. I strongly encourage you to use a fake name or real life exclusive nickname and have your settings set to friends only so random people can't see what you're doing. Absolutely NEVER tell people your real name or share pictures of yourself on the internet outside of your separate social media account. Never ever share nudes anywhere. People WILL spread them around and it's a great way to get doxxed, and if it got linked to your proper life you can get into some trouble.

Furthermore don't tell anyone in real life the usernames or emails of your non-social media accounts (which should also be separate). This way your "other" presence cannot possibly be associated with you in any way. So when people try to threaten doxxing, well they can't because you've kept things compartmentalized and your real life is safe.

Examples of things to NOT tell people about: first name, last name, date of birth, year of birth, address, state/city, job specifics, school specifics, pictures of yourself or family members or where you live

Things that are vague and ok to tell people: age range (20's, 30's, etc.), country, gender, race, sexuality. Feel free to keep even these a secret, doing so will only make you safer.

Furthermore you need to keep in mind what you share and reveal on each presence. For example, I've shared pictures of my cat on my mainstream account, therefore I do not share such pictures anywhere else because a clever and industrious fellow might be able to somehow figure out it's the same cat and link my accounts together. I talk about video games a lot on my mainstream, therefore I rarely discuss video games elsewhere and if I do it's vague, because if you discuss the same topic in the same way in both presences it can possibly give you away. I discuss furries here on my "other" account, therefore furries do not have a presence on my mainstream account. And many other such examples. Basically you need to keep your passions and hobbies separate and associated with only a single presence at a time. If somehow someone sees two different accounts discussing the same hobby in the same way, they might be able to link them together. This is paranoia yes, but it will keep you safe and free of doxxing.

4. Don't give in to peer pressure

No matter how people try to convince you or threaten you to reveal personal information about yourself, never do it. A true internet friend will understand and respect your privacy. If someone is trying to peer pressure you and won't take no for an answer, then stop talking to them and unfriend them. Your life will be better for it. And if you have the inherent urge to share personal information including photos to people you don't know in real life, then you need to work on yourself and get rid of those urges, because they will not help you and can only bring stress and difficulty in the long run.

5. "How do I start?"

You may need to do a complete reset of your internet life. A lot of you have been fools and mixed everything together. Delete what accounts you can and scrub everything that you can, and start over. You can probably keep your social media presence if you posted a lot of pictures of yourself and have lots of real friends and family, just delete everything you want to separate into an "other" presence.

But you may need to truly start over. Abandon your random internet friends and delete literally everything and truly start over from scratch. Sounds harsh and a big deal, but in the long run it will be better for you. Unfortunately if you've been foolish to share your personal pictures around, they can't all be deleted, and if you restart your social media presence they might be linked back to you, especially if the old pictures were shared on places you want to become your "other" presence. Hence why I said earlier to have your social media private and exclusive so such pictures can't be so easily linked. And again, ideally don't have any such social media presence at all and then you need not worry about said old pictures getting linked to you.

Recap, tl;dr

Don't use social media, but if you must then limit what you put there and make it private and exclusive.

Keep different parts of your internet life strictly separate using different emails and usernames. Particularly things that would be awkward or hurtful if it got linked to your more public and proper internet life.

Never reveal personal information to anybody for any reason, no matter how they try to peer pressure you.

You may need to start your internet lives over from scratch.

Aftermath:

Dhaka, Bangladesh

Five people have died in an accident while boarding a launch at Dhaka's Sadarghat. The accident occurred around 3pm on Thursday, according to Mahfuzur Rahman Mia, chief of the Kotwali Police Station.

“Those passengers were waiting at the pontoon when a rope tore and the launch rammed them,” he said.

Two launches – the MV Tashrif-4 and the MV Pubali-1 were tied to the No. 11 pontoon with rope, the Fire Service said in a statement.

“Another launch named the Farhan was trying to dock between the two launches and the MV Tashrif-4's rope tore,” the statement added.

The dead have been identified as Rabiul, 19, Bellal, 25, his wife Mukta, 26, their daughter Maisha, 3 - all identified with a single name - and Ripon Howlader, 38, said Abul Kalam Azad, chief of the Sadarghat River Police Station.

https://bdnews24.com/bangladesh/8zmasv3zav

Stupid man dies out of overdose and they recorded it as baby watches it, stupid bitches.

Prob a repost but fuck it

Gunung Raja, Indonesia

The deadly accident between the motorbike and the truck occurred at around 6:30 a.m.

Achmad Ansyari came from the direction of Pelaihari to Banjarmasin by riding a Honda CBR 150 motorcycle, DA 2129 NP.

When in the Gunung Raja area, on precisely a straight road, the vehicle suddenly drifted to the right of the road.

Nahas was opposed to the direction of BFU B 9820 tank truck, driving from the direction of Banjarmasin to Pelaihari which was driven by Akhmad Dirta Rianda (30), a resident of Ujung Village, Bati-Bati District, Tanah Laut.

Unable to avoid, accidents between motorists and trucks ensued.

"Akhamd Ansyari when he arrived at the Motorcycle TKP drifted to the right of the road," said Kasat Lantas Tala Iptu Ananda Mustika Adya in his statement.

The hard collision, the front of the motorcycle was damaged. Even making Achmad Ansyari die instantly at the crime scene, because of serious injuries.

The victim's body was immediately evacuated and brought to RSHB Pelaihari. Evidence of vehicles involved in the accident has been handled by officers.

"The suspicion is that the accident occurred because the motorcyclist was sleepy," he concluded.

https://lenterakalimantan.com/2024/04/diduga-ngantuk-pemotor-hilang-kendali-dan-bertabrakan-dengan-truk-di-gunung-raja-tala/

Tulsa, Oklahoma, United States

A Riverhead man living in Oklahoma died yesterday after being attacked by a man with an axe Monday.

Tulsa Police said James “Jimi” Patterson, 22, was struck in the head with an axe Monday night in an apartment in Tulsa.

Police said Israel (AKA Isreal) Trejo, who was in the apartment to buy the axe from another person, swung the axe at Patterson, who was sitting on a couch in the apartment.

Patterson and Trejo never spoke to one another, according to police. After a few minutes of holding the axe, Trejo swung the axe and struck Patterson. Trejo then fled the scene but was captured by police shortly afterward.

Patterson was taken to the hospital with the axe still in his head, according to a police press release. He underwent surgery but succumbed to his injuries Thursday.

Trejo, who police said has a prior felony conviction, was initially charged with for Assault with a Deadly Weapon. The charge was upgraded to First Degree Murder after Patterson died.

Trejo is in custody in the Tulsa County Jail, police said.

A classmate of Patterson's at Riverhead High School started a GoFundMe page to raise money help pay funeral expenses.

“Jimi was such a great kid. Jimi had a great heart; he was very intelligent and was always the class clown keeping a smile on everyone's face. He was very talented when it came to making music which he loved to do,” wrote fundraising organizer Lexus Gilliam.

“During this tragic time for the Paterson family, we would like to reach out to our community and Jimi's friends and family to help bring him home for the last time. It would mean so much for all who love him to lay him to rest peacefully in the community he loved,” Gilliam wrote.

With a goal of $25,000, the page has raised $2,165 as of this posting on Friday evening.

https://riverheadlocal.com/2022/10/21/riverhead-man-dies-after-axe-assault-in-oklahoma/

He got life in prison: https://www.newson6.com/story/64cc28fa5322f50738525d60/man-sentenced-to-life-in-prison-for-axe-murder

It only took 5 posts of this same exact video to finally have us the unwatermarked version. Good job, guys.

35 people out of 97 in total died.

Basic information about Mayhem

Mayhem: A History of Controversy

Mayhem is a Norwegian black metal band founded in 1984, known for its brutal and extreme reputation. The band was initially formed by Jørn Stubberud (Necrobutcher), Øystein Aarseth (Euronymous), and Kjetil Manheim (Manheim). However, it was Euronymous who ultimately made history, along with other notable members such as Per Yngve Ohlin (Dead) and Varg Vikernes.

Infamous Acts and Incidents

Mayhem gained notoriety for their involvement in various shocking and obscene acts. Perhaps most notably, the suicide of Per Yngve Ohlin, known as Dead, who was found dead by Euronymous in their shared apartment. Euronymous took photographs of Dead's corpse, which were later used as album covers. Additionally, there were rumors that Euronymous collected pieces of Dead's skull and distributed them as macabre souvenirs among the band members, although the veracity of these claims remains unclear.

Church Burning and Extreme Satanism

The band's extreme ideologies, including a hatred of God and a commitment to Satanism, culminated in the burning of the Fantoft stave church in Bergen, Norway, on June 6, 1992. Varg Vikernes, also known as Count Grishnackh, was later convicted of this arson, further solidifying Mayhem's reputation for extremism and controversy.

The Murder of Euronymous

One of the most infamous events in Mayhem's history was the murder of Euronymous by Varg Vikernes, who was once considered a friend and bandmate. Euronymous was fatally stabbed multiple times on August 10, 1993, marking a tragic end to his life and further cementing Mayhem's legacy of violence and turmoil.

Legacy and Continued Influence

Despite the controversies and tragedies surrounding the band, Mayhem's impact on the black metal genre and extreme music as a whole is undeniable. Their shocking acts and extreme ideologies have left a lasting impression on the metal community, continuing to fascinate and provoke discussion among fans and critics alike.

Their band image:

The band at its most famous time:

Euronymous

Euronymous: A Controversial Figure

Øystein Aarseth, better known as Euronymous, was a guitarist and founding member of the influential Norwegian black metal band Mayhem. He played a pivotal role in shaping the early Norwegian black metal scene and founded the record label Deathlike Silence Productions, which released albums by Mayhem and other notable black metal bands.

Embracing Extremism

Euronymous cultivated a persona of darkness and extremism, embracing controversial aspects of the black metal subculture. He promoted a radical anti-Christian and misanthropic ideology, which often manifested in the band's lyrics and actions. Euronymous's involvement in the church burnings in Norway in the early '90s further solidified his reputation as a controversial figure within the metal community.

The Fatal Altercation

During the violent altercation on the night of August 10, 1993, Varg Vikernes stabbed Øystein Aarseth, also known as Euronymous, multiple times. Reports indicate that Euronymous sustained a total of 23 stab wounds, primarily to his upper body. These wounds included stab wounds to his head (2), neck (5), and back (16), resulting in fatal injuries.

Details Revealed During Investigation

The precise details of the wounds and their locations were revealed during the subsequent investigation and trial, shedding light on the severity of the attack. The brutality of the stabbing contributed to the tragic and violent nature of Euronymous's death, further deepening the shock and sorrow felt by the metal community and fans of Mayhem.

Legacy and Impact

Despite his untimely death, Euronymous's impact on black metal and extreme music is undeniable, and he remains a controversial and enigmatic figure in the history of metal.

Picture of Euronymous (Øystein Aarseth)

when he started the band

Dead (Per Yngve Ohlin)

Per Yngve Ohlin: The Dark Legacy of Dead

Introduction:

Per Yngve Ohlin, also known as Dead, was the vocalist for the Norwegian black metal band Mayhem. His presence brought a unique darkness to the band's performances, contributing to their extreme reputation within the genre.

Notorious Acts:

Dead was known for his intense stage presence and extreme performances, including self-mutilation with broken glass or knives. These acts of macabre added to Mayhem's notoriety and solidified their image as one of the most extreme bands in black metal.

Mental Health Struggles:

Over time, Dead's mental health deteriorated, leading to struggles with depression and suicidal ideation. His fascination with death and the afterlife influenced his lyrics and overall outlook on life.

Tragic End:

In April 1991, Dead tragically took his own life at the age of 22, leaving behind a haunting note that read, "Excuse all the blood."

Legacy and Influence:

Despite his untimely death, Dead's legacy lives on in Mayhem's music and the broader black metal genre. His influence on the band's sound and image is still felt today, making him an iconic figure in extreme metal history.

Euronymous and the Aftermath:

After Dead's death, Mayhem's guitarist Euronymous allegedly took photos of Dead's body and collected bone fragments from his skull. These actions further fueled the band's dark reputation and added to the mythology surrounding Dead's legacy.

The Album Cover Euronymous made from his suicide:

Pictures Of Dead:

Also pics when he was younger:

Picture of Euronymous and Dead togheter

Varg Vikernes

Varg Vikernes: Controversy Surrounding Mayhem, Church Burnings, and the Murder of Euronymous

Introduction: Varg Vikernes and his Involvement with Mayhem

Varg Vikernes, also known as Count Grishnackh, is a controversial figure in the history of black metal music, primarily known for his involvement with the Norwegian band Mayhem. Born Kristian Vikernes, he joined Mayhem as a bassist in the late 1980s, becoming a central figure in the burgeoning Norwegian black metal scene.

Early Years with Mayhem

Varg Vikernes joined Mayhem during a tumultuous period in the band's history. Alongside guitarist Øystein Aarseth, also known as Euronymous, Vikernes contributed to Mayhem's notorious reputation for extreme and controversial behavior. Their music, characterized by aggressive instrumentation and dark, nihilistic themes, gained a cult following within the underground metal community.

Church Burnings and Extreme Ideologies

The early 1990s saw a wave of church burnings in Norway, attributed in part to individuals associated with the black metal scene, including Varg Vikernes. Vikernes, driven by a radical anti-Christian and misanthropic ideology, participated in the burning of several churches, including the infamous destruction of the Fantoft stave church in Bergen. These acts of arson shocked the nation and drew international attention to the Norwegian black metal scene.

Murder of Euronymous: Rift within Mayhem

Tensions between Varg Vikernes and Euronymous escalated, leading to a violent confrontation on August 10, 1993. Vikernes fatally stabbed Euronymous multiple times, resulting in his death. The murder sent shockwaves through the metal community and marked a significant turning point in the history of Mayhem and the black metal genre as a whole. Vikernes was subsequently arrested and charged with the murder of Euronymous, leading to his imprisonment and a prolonged legal battle.

Legal Proceedings and Imprisonment

Varg Vikernes was convicted of the murder of Euronymous and sentenced to 21 years in prison, the maximum sentence under Norwegian law at the time. During his imprisonment, Vikernes continued to maintain his extreme ideologies and garnered a following among far-right and nationalist circles. His incarceration further fueled his notoriety and solidified his status as a polarizing figure within the metal community.

Aftermath and Legacy

Following his release from prison in 2009, Varg Vikernes remained active in various endeavors, including music, writing, and online activism. Despite his controversial past, Vikernes continues to command a dedicated following among certain segments of the metal community, while also facing criticism and condemnation for his extremist views and actions.

Conclusion: Varg Vikernes and the Legacy of Mayhem

Varg Vikernes's involvement with Mayhem, including his role in church burnings and the murder of Euronymous, has left an indelible mark on the history of black metal music. While his actions have sparked widespread debate and controversy, they have also contributed to the enduring mystique and allure of the Norwegian black metal scene. As a divisive figure, Varg Vikernes remains a subject of fascination and scrutiny, embodying the complexities and contradictions inherent in extreme music subcultures.

Pictures of Varg Vikernes

Picture of Varg and Euronymous when they were "friends"

Varg Vikernes at the time when he got arrested

Ending of the post

Mayhem and his Story is really crazy and facionating, but I love it.

For the metal lovers, here are all the Songs where Dead (Per Yngve Ohlin) has sung at the front.

His voice was or is unique and really perfect.

The titles were made by KI and I translated it by KI, but the rest I wrote myself in my language.

The titles give the post a really string KI vibe but I like it when something is orderly and clean, so I let it make the KI. The rest is self written and took me much time... But everything for a Effortpost hehe

I hope I could inform you.

If you want to learn more about the story, there is a movie about the band on Netflix.

It's called "Lords of Chaos."

I highly recommend it; it's the reason why I made this post.

I love you guys, HAVE A GREAT DAY!!

We got Vargs twitter from @NadjaFromAntipaxos2 BIG THXX

https://twitter.com/BornLik23266

This may have been personal.

Lmk if this is a repost

Also, is there a way I can check if my posts are reposts or do I just have to hope it's not?

Phnom Penh, Cambodia

Social media users have expressed their sadness and emotion after watching a video in which a 21-year-old man decided to end his life by jumping from a rented house without knowing why.

In connection with this case, according to the account named Sorn Sopheak-Sorn Sopheak posted on the afternoon of April 26, 2024, said that the young man jumped to his death from a rented house at 12 o'clock. It was on April 26, 2024, on Street 13B behind Mittown Shopping Mall, Sangkat O Bek Kam, Khan Sen Sok, Phnom Penh.

The body of 21-year-old Darith, a student living in a rented room, was found [buried?] in his hometown in Kampong Cham province.

https://www.popular.com.kh/social/848016.html/

https://www.5newsonline.com/article/news/crime/case-file-released-springdale-officer-justified-dimitri-calvert/527-137fde65-edb4-4743-a89b-9060566f36b2

Sorry for the YouTube link. I tried to upload the video to here and it didn't work. The blurry bodycam is not censored. Dumbass is just out of focus. 3:00 for the money shot.

Introduction

This one's personal.

I remeber when this happened. It's on a personal level for me because Katelyn and I were born the same year, 2004, and I was going through some of the same issues she had around the same time. Struggling with mental illness, abuse, self harm and being hospitalized were issues I had to deal with, and at such a young age. This story absolutely breaks my heart on so many levels. So let's talk about Katelyn.

Katelyn Nichole Davis was born on February 20th, 2004 in Rome, Georgia. Around the time of her suicide, she was living in a trailer with her mom, Tammy, her step-dad Anthony and her 2 younger half siblings.

Livestreams

She was known as "ITZ Dolly" on a platform called Live.me where she recorded multiple hours of live streams of her everyday life where she would sing, take care of her younger siblings, do her makeup, talking to the chat and answering questions they had. During these streams she would sometimes break down and cry and share how her mom was selling drugs and doing pills, and how her step-dad tried to have sex with her. People also often asked her if her siblings were her kids because they were always on her streams.

Katelyn talking about how her step-dad tried to rape her

She says after she denied his advances, he called her a "worthless whore" and that she should hang herself. "He hated my guts but then he still tried to get in my pants" He told her to hang herself because she wasn't worth it.

Katie used vlogging to cope with her mental illness and poor home life. She shares how her home is practically unlivable, a piece of her wall is gone, she has no door and there is a hole in her floor leading outside. She wrote in "Diary of a Broken Doll" that one time a bird flew into her room through the hole, and how its extremely cold during the winter. She was worried about getting sick from the leaky pipe completely soaking her floor because "cold + wet = sickness". Her shoes would often break and fall apart from the floor being wet so she only had one good pair of shoes.

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Another thing she wrote was that her bed wasnt even a bed, it's an old rusty mattress on the wet floor.

Sometimes she would have Hundreds of people watching her streams, so they were all seeing this. They were all witnessing her living conditions and hearing all of these terrible things from Katie, so you think they would be worried enough to take action right? Most of her viewers were much older than her and they would ask her creepy things like if she lives alone. She once said "I'm not doing that! Im not taking my shirt off." And "yes I'm wearing stuff under my pajamas." Like who in their right mind is saying these things to someone who is so young. And it's not like theh didnt know, Katie has said countless times that she is 13. She has reminded viewers this over and over again so they are well aware she's a child even though they are saying these weird things. During all this she just keeps asking herself "why are all these people trying to get with me?"

"Im Thirteen" (she dosent seem super uncomfortable in this case, but in others she is)

Although, she did enjoy being complemented like in the video above because she was "used to being insulted" (being called pretty and told she is nice)

One time during a stream joking around with her little brother someone said "perv and proud" to which she replied "What? You're being a perv?? Thats my little brother! He's 4! Im 13!" Then she blocked and reported the person and began expressing how that is not okay. She also said the person was trying to get her and her little brother to touch inappropriately.

She was also a victim of catfishing, a girl named Alexa was pretending to be a boy named Ben and tricked Katie for months which affected her greatly.

She did end up dating a boy named Luke who was 19. Luke is a weirdo, in a stream talking about Katie after her death someone asks him how old he is to which he replies that he doesn't give out his age. Dude is clearly an adult you ain't fooling nobody

Katie talking about Luke

Bullying

Katie talking about how she gets bullied and how Anthony told her he would go buy the rope for her to hang herself

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People would call her Ugly, an Emo freak, a monster, and one boy called her a lonely demon girl in front of the whole class while passing out papers.

Katelyn's dad

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When Katie talks about her dad, she describes him as wanting nothing to do with her, and even saying she doesn't have a dad. When she tried to see him he was uninterested, even though he only lived 2 miles away from her he still did not come see her. And when she was in the hospital after trying to commit suicide with pills, her never visited her or cared to see how she was doing. In one stream, she said the last time she saw her dad was in the store and when she tried to hug him, he walked away from her.

Katelyn's mom

Let's talk about Tammy for a moment, a neglectful, abusive, drug addict of a mother. Katie talks about her mom in a stream and explains how she mostly deals drugs, but she used to eat pills but now she crushes them up and snorts them right in front of her

Katelyn talking about how her mom sells and does drugs, and how she leaves Katie with her 2 younger siblings for hours at a time

Katelyn says if she asked her mom where she was going, she would just say she was going up the road but then would not come back home for a while.

In one stream, just the day before she committed suicide, the two have a heated argument.

Tammy is yelling at Katie to come out here, when Katie says she's getting dressed her mother continues to yell at her saying she doesn't care, and "get out here before I beat your ass" Katie has her phone hidden behind the curtain before she goes out. Tammy is complaining about the kids making a mess or whatever, Katie says that it is not her fault that they won't listen to her, and that she keeps leaving her to take care of them. Tammy said she told her to whip the children if they don't listen, which Katie replied that she can't because when she does they still don't listen. Lots of things were said back and forth, Tammy kept saying she was gonna whip her ass and that she needs to go back to the hospital. Katie brings up everything How Tammy did not get rid of Anthony as soon as the abuse happened, how shes snorting pills, bringing guys home and kissing up on them, how she's expected to do so many things and the pressure is just getting too much for her. You can hear the pain in her voice as Tammy continuously brushes her off and just won't listen "she didn't take her pill today" and "its none of your business what I do." She makes excuses for just about everything Katelyn says "I'm just trying to make money" when she brings up the selling drugs and "is he here now? No he's not still here" to the Anthony thing even though Katie's whole point was that she didn't make him leave immediately.

I can only imaging the frustration Katie was feeling during this, she had nobody except the people watching her streams. And if this was the way her mother was treating these issues then she must've felt extremely invalidated. She had no support other than her viewer's.

December 30th, 2016

The following video is the last stream Katie made before the one where she died

On the evening of December 30th 2016, Katelyn started a live stream on Live.me, it starts off with her walking outside, looking at thd camera with a blank stare as she walks toward the tree in her backyard. She has her hair and makeup done. She puts down the phone and spends about 15 minutes tying the rope to the tree.

Once she's done, at 16:56 she picks up her phone again and apologizes, saying she's sorry she's not pretty enough, she's sorry to the people who watched her streams, and she's sorry she wasn't strong enough. She cries and repeatedly apologizes over and over again. She puts the phone back down and steps up, putting the rope around her neck and continues to apologize. She says sorry to Luke, Sorry to Ben, to God, to everyone as she continues to cry. You can hear her breathing very heavily as the reality began to sit in. The first time she says goodbye, the rope begins to choke her a bit. she's scared, hesitant. She apologizes again, says bye, and kicks away whatever she was standing on. The sun is setting, as it gets darker and darker you can eventually only see a silhouette of her swaying. Before it gets too dark, you can see her clenching her fists and shaking as she spins for a bit (2 common effects while hanging) although there isn't too much flailing like you see in other videos.

Around the 30 minute point, Katie's phone begins to ring and go off multiple times. Towards the end of the video, you can hear her mother calling out to her from the house. Then the stream ends.

Circulation of the video brought media outrage. Why did it take so long for the video to be removed? Why can't the police force sites to take it down? All of these missing the point completely. They were more worried about how she died rather than what caused her to take her own life. Investigations were done on the family but nothing came of it. Other parts of the media were supportive and worried about youth depression and suicide.

Conclusion

Katie would've been 20 last month, its been 8 years since she committed suicide. Whenever I feel suicidal, I think of Katie. I think of how suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Things can and will get better, you just need to try to believe that they can. It breaks my heart to think about how she was so young, only 12. There's no reason a 12 year old should've been taking care of little kids for extended periods of time, there's no reason she should've been held up to such expectations. 12 year olds are meant to be playing outside, participating in sports, hanging out with friends etc. They failed Katie, she needed help and nobody gave it to her. No child deserves to be bullied or treated the way she was treated. She deserved a normal childhood. Rest in peace Katie.

If you or a friend are struggling with suicidal thoughts and feel you may be in danger of hurting yourself, I highly recommend calling 988 or visiting the site. Find a trusted person to talk to, it gets better.

https://988lifeline.org

Thank you for taking the time to read this, it means a lot to me.

Sources

https://gone-too-soon.fandom.com/wiki/Katelyn_Davis

https://fr-ca.findagrave.com/memorial/175493179/katelyn_nicole-davis

Most of the sites I came across were completely useless, I had to base a lot off of Katelyn's streams alone.

China - A crazy man at a construction site stabbed male and female engineering workers to death with a knife

Full video:

Source:

https://info.51.ca/articles/1247040